Happy new Year !

Und schon wieder ist es soweit,das Jahr 2011 ist zuende und alle freuen sich aud das neue Jahr 2012.
Und alle machen sich wieder Vorsätze für das neue Jahr,was sie verbessernoder ändern möchten.
Aber wenn wir alle mal ehrlich sind,dann wissen wir doch ,dass das meiste nicht eingehalten wird,einfach weil wir Menschen sind.
Nur weil auf einmal ein neues Jahr anfängt,heißt das ja nicht,dass wir uns ändern,
Das Datum ist zwar ein anderes,aber wir ja nicht.
Deshalb werden die meisten Menschen ihre Vorsätze brechen und genauso weiter machen wie bisher.
So sind wir nunmal und selsbt wenn wir unsere Macken und Schwächen behalten,heißt das ja nicht dass wir schlecht sind.
Also nehmt euch nicht ständig vor euch zu ändern,sondern genießt den Abend und feiert so viel wie es geht !

Und hier noch ein Songtext,der sagt ,dass wir alle ein Wunder sind,wenn wir so sind ,wie wir nunmal sind :

Andreas Bourani : Wunder

Und du fühlst, dass du lebst 
Weil du tanzt und fliegst, du schwebst 
Weil du lachst, weil du weinst und liebst 
Du bist ein Wunder 
Du bist ein Wunder

Chaos

Do you know this situation : You are really in love with someone for a long time,but he doesn´t feel the same.And then comes a boy,who is really nice,charming and even looks good and you are kind of bemazed ?You hope that you at long last meet th one who rescued your Life of Love ? But also you  are afraid that you never will forget the other boy ?

Complicated.

All i wanted for Christmas was you..

I hope all of you had a beautiful Christmas time and enjoyed the time with  you family and your friends.

I had a great Christmas time too but there was someone I missed.It was my biggest Christmas wish to have this special person by my side...but maybe it will never become true....

And every day i think about,how you put your arms around me...

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart 
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start 

You put your arms around me 
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go 
You put your arms around me and I'm home 

How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around 
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown 

Merry Christmas !

First I wish all of you a merry,merry christmas.Enjoy the day and celebrate :*

Die kinder freuen sich auf die Geschenke,die am heiligen abend unterm weihnachtsbaum liegen und von dem hellerleuchteten Tannenbaum ,mit seinen Kerzen und bunten Kugeln angestrahlt werden.Sie bekommen große Augen,wenn sie endlich in den raum kommen und sehen was der vermeindliche Weihnachsmann ihnen gebracht hat.Sie sind glücklich und feiern ein warmes und heiteres fest mit ihrer familie und sobald es um ist,freuen sie sich auf das nächte Jahr....voller Geschenke.

Aber sind es wirklich die geschenke an weihnachten die das Fest so bedeutsam machen? Hat es nicht ursprünglich einen ganz anderen Grund,dass wir dieses Fest feiern? Wir feiern weihnachten weil in dieser nacht ein ganz besonderer Mensch geboren wurde,der aus Liebe entstanden ist.geht es nicht eigentlich darum...um die LIEBE ?

Klar ist es schön ,wenn man Weihnachten geschenke bekommt,aber sollte man nicht mal daran denken wie schön es ist, überhaupt jemanden zu haben mit dem man weihnachten feiern kann?eine Familie die einen liebt,Freunde die für einen da sind....darüber sollte man sich freuen,denn das ist es was wichtig ist im Leben.Geschenke gebraucht man für einige zeit und wenn sie  einem zu langweilig werden,dann kauft man sich etwas neue,aber Menschen die man liebt und die dich lieben,die gibt es nur einmal auf der welt und es ist etwas besonderes diese menschen zu haben...ein wahres geschenk,das man nicht umtauschen kann....

And all I want for Christman is YOU !

we grow up...

We Grow up.We learn that even the one person, who wasn´t supposed to let you down,pobably will.You´ll have a broken heart.Probably more than once and it´s harder every time.You´ll break hearts too,so remember how it felt when someone broke yours.You´ll fight with your best friends and maybe even fall in love with one of them.You´ll blame a new love for things an old one did.You´ll cry because time is passing too fast and eventually you´ll lose someone close to you.So take too much pictures,laugh too much and love like you´ve never been hurt,because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you´ll never get back.

 

your arms around me

it was last week,as you broke my heart a little bit more,without knowing it...

I saw you dancing with this girl and the way how you lookes to her.i tried to hide my tears but it didn´t worked. the tears ran through my eyes...more and more.

you saw me crying,came to me and asked if it´s better now ? but it got harder,because the reason is you...but the only thing i said ist "yes" and you smile to me.

more tears.

after some tome you came to me ,embraced me,and looked me in the eyes with the words : " all will be better " without knowing that it only will be better in the moment you say "i love you".

this moment was the most beatiful and the hardest moment at the same time.

Fairies

"When the first baby laughed for the first time, its laugh broke into a thousand pieces, and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginning of fairies."


 J.M. Barrie- Peter Pan

And I think,sometimes we have to believe in Fairies ´cause maybe it´s the only thing left in which we could believe....

Broken hearted..

It´s hard to see the one special person everyday.
The one boy,who is everything for you...but  you aren´t everything for him.
just a friend.
And so you can´t tell your feeligs,´cause you won´t destroy the friendship.
But in your heart the one makes it hard for you to breathe and your heart beats faster than it should.
When he smiles you are happy an sad in the same time.
This is Love. And you are the broken hearted girl..

And that´s the way I feel about YOU...



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"My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round 
And deep inside my tears I'll drown 
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'? 
I strayed from love, this is how I feel 

This time was different 
Felt like I was just a victim 
And it cut me like a knife... "


A Part of Rihannas´ "cry " 

Chrystal Renn

I just read the book " Hungry " by Chrystal Renn.

It´s a biography about her life.

Her Life,with her fight against an eating disorder-

She won this fight,although all people citizise her.

I think,that is really amazig and she is a really strong woman !

She became an international topmodel, without being skin.


Some Facts abour her :

Name : Chrystal Renn
Birhday :  June 18, 1986 in Miami,Florida
Career : American fashion model

Renn started her modeling career in high fashion at the age of 14 after being spotted by a professional scout in her hometown. Renn was told she would need to lose almost a third of her total body weight if she wanted to become a model. Later, after years of anorexia nervosa, Renn reassessed her diet and exercise habits. After gaining 70 pounds (32 kg) and re-emerging as a U.S. size 12, she was re-marketed by her agents as a plus-size model.Renn has authored a book, Hungry: A Young Model's Story of Appetite, Ambition and the Ultimate Embrace of Curves, about her experiences in the fashion industry in relation to her several body type transformations.

Games...

Walking down the street, I saw a little,sad Girl.
she cried.
I asked : " What´s going on ? "
The girl answered : " There´s nobody,who wants to play games with me.."
I looked at her and thaught : " Don´t cry , little girl. Because  you will meet a lot of people in your Life,who will play games with you. With your feelings,with your thaughts,with your hope and with your dreams....

We are able to dream..at all

"And if we're lucky,
 we realize, in the face of everything,
 in the face of life, the true dream is being able to dream at all."


Meredith Grey- Grey´s Anatomy